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“At 14, I Could've Pointed Out everybody Who Would Be Dead"
The Atlantic
|May 2020
Nikki King grew up surrounded by the opioid epidemic. Now she's leading a novel and promising program to help people in remote areas.

NIKKI KING WAS 17 YEARS OLD WHEN SHE LEFT THE MOUNTAIN HOLLOW WHERE SHE WAS RAISED by her grandparents and sneaked off to the University of Kentucky under cover of darkness. It was 2009, and the advice of her late grandmother Sue King echoed in her head as she drove: Leave. Go to college. And do not let anybody from the bigger, wider world think they’re better than you.
Sue died of a heart attack in 2000, when Nikki was 9. The opioid epidemic had already begun to infiltrate eastern Kentucky by then, and in Nikki’s mind the drug problem turned into a drug crisis shortly after Sue’s death, when her family went from sleeping with the screen door unlocked to buying new doors—without glass panes, which could be knocked out by burglars. Around that time, Nikki went to a birthday party where her friend’s mom stumbled and smashed the cake into the kitchen counter. Nikki later found her passed out on the toilet, surrounded by vomit and pill bottles.
By high school, Nikki had just one friend who lived with both parents. She remembers a teacher asking her classmates what they wanted to be when they grew up.
“A drawer,” one boy said.
“You mean an artist?”
“No, a drawer”—someone who draws disability checks and doctor-shops for OxyContin prescriptions. The pills could be had for next to nothing through Medicaid and then resold on the black market for $1 a milligram. It was the only future he could imagine for himself.
This story is from the May 2020 edition of The Atlantic.
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