![Raped on my HOSPITAL BED](https://cdn.magzter.com/1395477376/1709618397/articles/equXqw6QG1709636494942/RAPED-ON-MY-HOSPITAL-BED.jpg)
A few months ago I read a report online about sexual abuse in hospitals. According to data obtained by the Freedom of Information, there have been 6,500 reports of sexual assault and rape that have allegedly taken place in England and Wales since 2019. I was disgusted and horrified, but not shocked. Because it happened to me. When I was a patient in hospital, I’d thought I was safe. I’d thought I was in a place that was caring, compassionate and somewhere that I could recover without fear. But I was very wrong.
In April 2017, I was suffering from depression. Having lost my father to cancer the previous December, juggling being a single mum to two teenagers, Sarah* and Adam*, plus moving to the UK, I’d not been there to say goodbye to him and it really affected my mental health.
I’d been a nurse in my home country – caring for patients in both hospitals and private homes – and since moving to the UK, I’d taken on multiple different jobs to help make ends meet, including waitressing and cleaning.
But suddenly, grief started consuming me. I knew I needed help but with no friends or family to turn to, I felt desperate.
In a fog of depression, I self-harmed. Afterwards I remember sinking to the floor and sobbing. The next day, I told my daughter what I’d done.
Sarah and I went to hospital with my vision just a blur of shadows.
Doctors explained that in my attempt to harm myself I’d damaged my eyesight, but they were hopeful my eyes would heal and my vision would return to normal.
Horrific ordeal
I was prescribed drops, antibiotics and steroids, and thankfully there was no pain, and while things looked blurry, I could still make out words and recognise faces.
هذه القصة مأخوذة من طبعة March 09, 2024 من WOMAN - UK.
ابدأ النسخة التجريبية المجانية من Magzter GOLD لمدة 7 أيام للوصول إلى آلاف القصص المتميزة المنسقة وأكثر من 8500 مجلة وصحيفة.
بالفعل مشترك ? تسجيل الدخول
هذه القصة مأخوذة من طبعة March 09, 2024 من WOMAN - UK.
ابدأ النسخة التجريبية المجانية من Magzter GOLD لمدة 7 أيام للوصول إلى آلاف القصص المتميزة المنسقة وأكثر من 8500 مجلة وصحيفة.
بالفعل مشترك? تسجيل الدخول
![Worried about ringing in the ears?](https://reseuro.magzter.com/100x125/articles/5906/1728515/sJKSbDVWJ1718100307418/WORRIED-ABOUT-RINGING-IN-THE-EARS.jpg)
Worried about ringing in the ears?
WOMAN'S GP DR HELEN WALL ON HER TOPIC OF THE WEEK
![WHY CHARLES IS DETERMINED TO CELEBRATE](https://reseuro.magzter.com/100x125/articles/5906/1728515/Ga78a4C5y1718099308925/WHY-CHARLES-IS-DETERMINED-TO-CELEBRATE.jpg)
WHY CHARLES IS DETERMINED TO CELEBRATE
King Charles is expected to travel by carriage during his Trooping the Colour official birthday celebrations, rather than on horseback as he did last year.
![Anything but FOOTBALL!](https://reseuro.magzter.com/100x125/articles/5906/1728515/vZVTsFcPQ1718100479175/ANYTHING-BUT-FOOTBALL.jpg)
Anything but FOOTBALL!
With four weeks of the Euros coming up, catch up with these box sets
![15 ways TO SLEEP BETTER](https://reseuro.magzter.com/100x125/articles/5906/1728515/FkQ62F6EQ1718099884553/15-WAYS-TO-SLEEP-BETTER.jpg)
15 ways TO SLEEP BETTER
Here’s how to get your 40 winks, whatever the weather
![Is National Service A GOOD THING?](https://reseuro.magzter.com/100x125/articles/5906/1728515/kLqw1lIGA1718099523880/IS-NATIONAL-SERVICE-A-GOOD-THING.jpg)
Is National Service A GOOD THING?
Prime Minister Rishi Sunak’s plans for all 18-year-olds has left the country divided
![Does RED make you more attractive?](https://reseuro.magzter.com/100x125/articles/5906/1728515/aY_rnA55r1718098444241/DOES-RED-MAKE-YOU-MORE-ATTRACTIVE.jpg)
Does RED make you more attractive?
After years of wearing black Rowena Becker decided to see just how much of an impact colours have on how we are perceived
![RUTH & EAMONN - What's really going on?](https://reseuro.magzter.com/100x125/articles/5906/1728515/PekSoOhAy1718098255420/RUTH-EAMONN-WHATS-REALLY-GOING-ON.jpg)
RUTH & EAMONN - What's really going on?
Ruth Langsford and Eamonn Holmes’ divorce may be about to get messy, according to insiders.
![Prince Harry is IN AWE OF MY BOY](https://reseuro.magzter.com/100x125/articles/5906/1728515/QSNGdIawx1718097896929/PRINCE-HARRY-IS-IN-AWE-OF-MY-BOY.jpg)
Prince Harry is IN AWE OF MY BOY
Despite his extremely rare condition, Ufuoma Anighoro's son Ruky is a true inspiration
![Your BEST BUM EVER!](https://reseuro.magzter.com/100x125/articles/5906/1728515/m-4ZdsYkr1718097446192/YOUR-BEST-BUM-EVER.jpg)
Your BEST BUM EVER!
Look and feel great this summer with our glute-strengthening exercise guide
!['Piers HELPED ME'](https://reseuro.magzter.com/100x125/articles/5906/1728515/T9lKqC1321718097085491/PIERS-HELPED-ME.jpg)
'Piers HELPED ME'
Susanna Reid on leaving Good Morning Britain, gaining confidence and putting family first