'I struggle with the so-called free world compared with life in prison’

When Chelsea Manning leaked hundreds of thousands of classified documents, everyone thought they knew why. They were wrong

- EMMA BROCKES

CHELSEA MANNING'S MEMOIR OPENS LIKE A JASON BOURNE novel with a scene in which the then 22-year-old, on the last day of two weeks' military leave, tries to leak an enormous amount of classified data via a sketchy wifi connection in a Barnes & Noble bookstore in Maryland. Outside, a snowstorm rages. Inside, Manning, a junior intelligence analyst for the US army, freaks out as the clock ticks down.

In 12 hours, her flight leaves for Iraq. Meanwhile she has half a million incident reports on US military activity to upload from a memory stick to an obscure website called WikiLeaks. The military would later argue she didn't have the clearance even to access these files - "exceeded authorised" as Manning puts it, in army parlance - but the fact is, she says, "It was encouraged. I was told, 'Go look!' The way you do analysis is you collect a shit-ton of data, a huge amount, in order to do the work on it." Everything about Manning on that afternoon of 8 February 2010 - her name, her gender, her anonymity, her freedom - is provisional and shortly to change. Three months later, she'll be in a cage in Kuwait. Three years after that, she'll be starting a 35-year prison sentence at Fort Leavenworth, Kansas. Meanwhile, the wider consequences of her actions that day will, depending on your view, topple governments; endanger lives; protect lives; uphold democracy; compromise diplomacy; change the world in no measurable way whatsoever; or - Manning's least favourite interpretation - boil down to a cry for help from a troubled young trans person. Today, sitting across the table from me in an office in Brooklyn, Manning is tiny, fierce, dressed all in black with long blond hair, and vibrating with nervous energy.

For the space of our 90-minute encounter, she will seem only partially present, each question yanking her back to some unseen site of contest where she must defend herself against endless and wide-ranging charges.