WHEN 'HEALTHY' BECOMES A DANGEROUS OBSESSION

It was as she was standing in her kitchen crying over a sweet potato that Zoe Janda first began to suspect something was very wrong.

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For months, the 27-year-old had been following a strict diet and exercise regime in preparation for a bodybuilding competition. She had a coach tell her what to eat. She went to the gym seven days a week, morning and night. Bodybuilding became an obsession, then an identity. And so the day after the competition, as she stood in her kitchen making lunch, Janda was suddenly struck with the realisation she didn’t need to follow a strict regime any more – the competition was done and dusted. Yet instead of freedom, she felt trapped.

“I wasn’t sure if I was ‘allowed’ to eat the sweet potato or not. That was my first red flag,” Janda, now 37, tells marie claire. “Bodybuilding was all I was focused on and when that was gone, it was just me by myself. That was my starting point. The competition was the catalyst for orthorexia.”