Hate sharing my lover with bestie

I WANT HIM FOR MYSELF

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MY lover sleeps with my best friend - and me.

He says he struggles to choose between us as we both give him different things.

Apparently, I’m sexy and witty and make him laugh. While she is well-connected and rich - and he needs to keep in with her influential family.

More than once he's suggested all three of us living and loving together at her flat, in her giant custom-built bed.

But I don’t want that. I worship him and want him all to myself.

What really annoys me is that I had him first. I met him at my old job and introduced him to my gang. To begin with, we all hung out, drinking and partying.

But then, I noticed, my friend was getting too close to him. I'd find them in corners conspiring and whispering like teens.