VICTORIA BECKHAM MY SIDE OF THE STORY

Her new documentary lets fans in on the Posh they've never seen

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WHY SHE WANTED OUT OF THE SPICE GIRLS

For a bullied “loner” who “wanted to be liked”, joining a girl band at 19 was a dream. “It was the first time I ever felt that I belonged,” Posh says of Geri Halliwell, Mel B, Mel C and Emma Bunton. “My life would be very different if I hadn’t met those four girls.” Hubby David “mum-guilted” Vic into doing the 2008 reunion so their kids could see her as Posh, but she says, “It wasn’t what I loved anymore.”

While Geri, Mel C and Emma were at Vic’s film premiere, Mel B was not. “It did upset me not too long ago, it was Melanie B who said, ‘Don’t forget where you’ve come from’,” she says. “I have never forgotten where I come from.”

ON HER EATING DISORDER & NEVER 'LIKING' HERSELF

Never truly confident in herself, years of public scrutiny over her appearance and weight made Victoria, 51, her own worst enemy.

"I really started to not like myself," she says.