Marriage, Mistakes and Mormon Wives

Since The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives ended on a cliffhanger when Vander-pump Villa’s Marciano Brunette claimed to have had an affair with Jessi Ngatikaura, fans have heard everyone's version of events — except hers.

- YANA GREBENYUK

Season 3 of the Hulu series (out Nov. 13) allows Jessi to finally clear the air. “Half the time, I could just tell I was struggling. I just felt like I was empty,” she tells Us about the issues in her marriage to Jordan Ngatikaura. “That was really hard for me, but it also was therapeutic to watch it back because I healed a little more [since].” Viewers will see Jessi, 33, at her most vulnerable as she comes clean about finding emotional solace in Brunette, 32, while separated from Jordan, 31. The JZ Styles co-owner hopes her truth helps others in similar situations. “I did cheat, and I’m owning it. I made a mistake, and I messed up,” she admits. “I’m taking accountability — so is Jordan. We're trying to work