BREAKING HER SILENCE ON THE LOSS OF A BELOVED FRIEND JENNIFER ANISTON REMEMBERS THE WAYS MATTHEW PERRY MADE HER LAUGH AND CRY

After taking a few weeks to grieve and process "an insane wave of emotions," Jennifer Aniston has joined her Friends castmates (see sidebar, opposite) in publicly mourning the loss of one of her "chosen family.

- SHANDA DEZIEL

" While the world was shocked and saddened by Canadian actor Matthew Perry's sudden death after an apparent drowning on Oct. 28, Jennifer still feels very connected to her late co-star. "I talk to you every day," she wrote in a loving tribute on Instagram. "Sometimes I can almost hear you saying, 'Could you BE any crazier?""

The star, 54, gave insight into how hard she took the news. "This one has cut deep... Having to say goodbye to our Matty has been an insane wave of emotions that I've never experienced before."

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