Intention Matters When Telling Stories About Women's Issues

In Helen, you spent nearly half the film alone in a claustrophobic space. How was that experience?

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It was just my second film, and I was quite reckless back then. I pushed myself too hard, mentally torturing myself to get into that emotional space. It was taxing. After Helen, I couldn't sit calmly in a closed space.

During the shoot, every morning, I had to meditate, get into that headspace, and break down on cue. I even had a panic attack during a trust-fall scene—I just couldn't do it. Thankfully, the team was incredible. Many of them were friends, and I felt safe being seen as vulnerable.

Lal uncle also taught me the skill of switching on and off as an actor. I remember watching him during a scene where he searches for Helen. He was actually crying, but as soon as the shot was done, he brushed it off and walked away. That's something you learn with experience.

You acted alongside your father in Sara's. When can we expect to see you again in his script?

That Appa has to decide (laughs). We did shoot for a film called Anchu Centum Seleenayum, but it's caught with a few issues now. Dubbing and other works are yet to be completed. I am hoping it will be out soon. It's a slice-of-life film with a tinge of humour—typical of Appa's scripts. He plays a drunkard in the film.

Are you rebellious at home?

Yes, all the time. It's only lately that I have mellowed down a bit. Most often my fights are with Appa—just to irritate him. That's the environment at home. Appa always wanted to be an approachable father, not a terrifying figure.

How did you and family handle the 'Gunda Binu' trolls after your role in Kaapa, and the first look from Kalki 2898 AD?

My family and friends would be the first to send me these trolls. I take them all on a lighter note. When Kalki's poster came out, even I thought it was funny. So can't blame the trolls. Thankfully, the role and that scene, in particular, got a great response when the film came out.

Did you ever rethink about doing the role in Kaapa?