In 'Maddie's Secret,' a startling high-wire act

Comedian John Early is bracingly funny and remarkably sincere in the L.A. psychodrama.

- BY MARK OLSEN

JUSTIN JUN LEE For The Times

JOHN EARLY'S feature debut opens the Los Angeles Festival of Movies tonight.

To laugh or to cry? It’s a question that feels a little too familiar of late — one confronted often while watching “Maddie's Secret,” the debut as writer-director from comedian and performer John Early.

Playing the title role with an unnerving sincerity and startling sense of vulnerability, Early stars as Maddie Ralph, a young woman climbing the ranks as a Los Angeles food influencer while secretly hiding her struggle with bulimia.

Early’s performance is a truly remarkable high-wire act, all the more so for the wig, padding and prosthetics he wears to play the character. Made in the earnest style of a disease-of-the-week television movie without ever tipping over into winking irony, the film is both funny and tender.

"That, to me, is Maddie's true secret," says Early, 38, on a recent video interview from the apartment he is renting in New York City while appearing onstage in Wallace Shawn's new off-Broadway play “What We Did Before Our Moth Days.”

“The secret of the movie — the real twist of the movie - is not any kind of trope-y reveal,” Early says. “The twist is actually a tonal twist. What I hope is then that becomes funny: the sheer commitment to the stakes of it.

“At any given moment, you can experience it as totally sincere, you can absorb it genuinely and be moved by it,” Early continues, “or you can take a little break and step out of it and find it uproariously funny that we're even doing this to begin with.”

Early’s skillfully wrought psychodrama, which had its world premiere at last fall’s Toronto International Film Festival, is now the opening-night selection for this year’s Los Angeles Festival of Movies, playing Thursday at Eagle Rock's Vidiots with members of the cast present for a Q&A, and then again Friday at 2220 Arts + Archives in Historic Filipino-town.