I was a letdown on swingers hol

WE were due to swing with two other couples on holiday - only I bottled it.

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Now my girl is furious with me. I've humiliated her in front of friends, and she's branded me an embarrassing timewaster.

I realise I spoilt everyone's fun but when it came to getting naked with our pals in Cancun, I could not go through with it. I didn't feel sexy, and didn't fancy them.

Is that such a crime? Back in October when the people at No42 suggested an "adults only" holiday it all seemed a great idea.

The guy knew a resort where anything goes and promised we would have a good time.

My girlfriend was up for fun and suggested another couple from her work, experienced swingers who could also join us.

I knew what was being suggested - a wild holiday - and found myself being swept along.