I'm a drunken mess since being dumped

MARRIED RAT LEFT WIFE & ME

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CONFUSED: She went out of control when love-rat dumped her, now he wants her back.

I'VE been a bad girl lately. I've drunk too much, let down friends and family, and slept around.

I was meant to go to my parents’ house for Christmas lunch but spent the day romping with a stranger from a dating app.

On New Year's Eve my mate held her annual party, but I was a no-show. While she served crisps and wine, I was in a grungy nightclub drunkenly dancing on a podium in my bra and pants.

Now everyone is telling me I’m a disgrace. I’m constantly being told to clean up my act.

But the truth is that I ache so much inside it hurts.

The true love of my life was married when we first got together in 2019. He kept promising to leave his wife.