Being unfaithful.. with a movie star

AM I an idiot for being obsessed with a film star?

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I first started fancying him years ago when I saw him strip naked in a cheesy film.

He literally took my breath away and I imagined him holding me in his strong, muscular arms and ravishing me all over.

I met my partner shortly afterwards and, I must confess, I fell for him because he looks a teensy bit like my Hollywood hunk.

Since day one of our relationship, I've fantasised about my crush every time I've got into bed with my partner.

That's pathetic, isn’t it? I'm a grown woman and should know better, but sex is only exciting because I imagine myself being pawed by my adored star.

The minute my partner kisses me my brain switches to HIM mode and I'm off. More than once I've shouted out HIS name at the point of orgasm.