My best pal is love and lust of his life

BUT IT'S HARD TO JUST GO

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MY boyfriend is a passionate man. He's imaginative and sexy in bed.

The only problem is he's not in love with me. My best mate is the true love of his life.

I'm not stupid. I know it's her he thinks about every time he gets naked with me. A faraway look comes over his face when I touch him and he goes into a trance-like automatic pilot.

He kisses, licks and pleasures me but it's her he's seeing.

Once on holiday in France he got very drunk on a vineyard tour and I got him to admit he's never stopped loving her after a one-night stand in 2019.

Sucks

He and I got together six months later. He targeted me to keep in contact with her.