Sister Amy’s words

THAT day, and every day leading up to it, Kyle, you had a choice and you chose to inflict violence on a horrific scale, all for your own selfish and sadistic aims.

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All the time, truly thinking of yourself alone, I can only assume that in the days after Louise broke up with you in the kindest most respectful way... you created some kind of false narrative in your head about how we had supposedly wronged you in order to allow you to avoid confronting the pain and shame within you and the truth - that the break-up was entirely your fault.