'I'VE NEVER FELT MORE ALONE' TORI SPELLING GETS EMOTIONAL AS SHE FILES FOR DIVORCE

After 18 years of marriage, Beverly Hills, 90210 alum Tori Spelling has filed for divorce from her husband, actor Dean McDermott, citing irreconcilable differences - and she isn't shy about sharing the most intimate details of their split.

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In the debut episode of her podcast, misSPELLING, the actress, 50, shared her news, letting fans listen in as she left Dean, 57, a voicemail explaining that she had officially begun divorce proceedings. While still being recorded for the show, Tori answered when Dean dialed in, keeping his side of the chat muted. She appeared to be calm and clear, explaining her actions and ending the conversation with "I love you."

After the call - which she'd been advised to make only after the filing had been publicly posted - Tori admitted, "I've never felt more alone. I don't feel worth loving. That's the truth. And that's something that's just in you- it's not something I wanted or created. That starts when you're young. [Changing it is] not easy to do."

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