'I know I won't get over his death. I have to live with the grief'

MUM TELLS OF HEARTBREAK AFTER HER 12-WEEK-OLD SON WAS KILLED BY HIS DAD

- By NICOLE GOODWIN

A MUM has told how her 12-week-old baby was killed by his own dad - who then took his own life, robbing her of justice forever.

Baby Hudson Bibby was found unresponsive by family members in his dad Carl Bibby’s house.

The newborn had been dropped off by his trusting mum Rachel Surtees just 14 hours earlier for the second stay with his dad in two weeks.

But just as nurse Rachel was getting ready to collect Hudson, police arrived at her door and broke the heartbreaking news.

“My heart is forever broken”, said Rachel, from Newcastle, who had to visit the mortuary to identify her precious boy. “A piece will always be missing. The physical pain my heart feels is indescribable.

“I suffer from PTSD, I have nightmares nearly every night, I have health anxiety, anxiety something's going to happen to my children, and I have visions of horrible things happening.”

An inquest ruled that Hudson died from blunt head trauma and was unlawfully killed at the hands of his dad. And Rachel says police have told her “if Carl did not end his life, he would have been charged with Hudson's murder”.

The 33-year-old added: “He's robbed me of so much and my son deserves as much justice as he can get. Hudson knew nothing but love from me and my family and friends. We loved Hudson.

“He looked at me with the look of love and I'll never ever forget his beautiful little face. His story deserves to be told.