The secret shame of my double life

I HAVE a secret family. I sleep with two women - one on/one off.

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My lover has no idea I live a double life with separate wife and kids.

I'm not boasting. I'm not proud of myself. I feel an idiot for getting myself into an impossible situation.

My younger girlfriend is a go-getter. She’s sexy, smart and thinks we're getting married next year. The problem is I'm already married to the mother of my two sons.

My girlfriend owns a city pad where we drink wine, host snazzy parties and enjoy a glorious sex life. She thinks I work as an international businessman.

Yet, every time I leave her, I rush straight back to my wife who lives with our boys in a tiny, terraced house, that I pay for. My wife believes I work unsociable hours for the government in a classified job i.e. one I can’t talk about...