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Accepting That I Needed Help Changed My Life

August 2017

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After three years of sobriety, actress Sarah Kozlowski, 33, feels ready to open up about her journey battling alcoholism. She chats to Essentials about the steps she took to get – and stay – sober…

Accepting That I Needed Help Changed My Life

If I asked you to picture a typical alcoholic, you’d probably think of someone huddled under a bridge, swigging from a bottle wrapped in a brown paper bag. But I’m an alcoholic, and I had a country club upbringing in the leafy suburbs of Bryanston with parents who loved and supported me. This disease can affect anyone, manifest in different ways and – for me, at least – it’s not easy to ‘blame’ it on any major life struggles or bad experiences. It really doesn’t discriminate. This is my story.

I distinctly remember when I went from being a moderate drinker to actually having a problem. Like most teenagers, I sometimes dipped into my parents’ liquor cabinet, and I got drunk for the first time when I was 14. Since then, I’d always enjoyed the social aspect of drinking and would do so heavily with my friends in Joburg for many years. It was only when I suffered from burnout at 26 that things started to change.

I was running my own business at the time, and the stress of a major downturn in the company knocked me. I was diagnosed with CFS (Chronic Fatigue Syndrome). I was bed-bound for months and couldn’t stomach the idea of having a drink. Once I’d recovered, I decided to close my company and got into acting and modelling for the fun of it. I didn’t take it seriously at first, but after a few auditions, it turned out I was pretty good at it, and my first role was on Isidingo. By this time, I was back to my old habits of going out with friends and weekend binge-drinking. Except something didn’t feel right; my brain no longer treated alcohol the same way after my burnout.

The downward spiral

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