The 22-year-old, originally from Syria, has been in Calais more than a week, and his previous tent was taken by police four days ago. After that he slept under a footbridge, huddled with six others for warmth.
It is a year since at least 27 people were drowned when their boat capsized in the Channel, the worst disaster for 30 years. But while such a tragedy has mercifully not been repeated, partly thanks to better coordination between French and British coastguards, at first sight there is little other change in the wretched conditions faced by refugees in northern France.
Originally from near Aleppo in northern Syria, Badr, then 13, and his family fled in the early stages of the country's civil war in 2013 - "I didn't want to fight because I didn't want to kill anybody" - before ending up in Iraq, with his family scattered there and in Lebanon and Turkey, struggling for money and hope. But this year, he wants to join a brother in the UK and insists, after spending four days on a boat to cross the Mediterranean from Libya to Italy, he has nothing left to fear.
"My heart is already dead. I don't have any feeling left," Badr says simply in Arabic. He hopes for better weather conditions to make the shorter journey across the Channel, which he says will cost €1,500 (£1,300), a fee typically paid by relatives to a people trafficker. It is not obvious Badr has a clear plan for life in Britain, but he says "I want to help my family" and that "for work, Britain is much better" than either Germany or France.
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