Jade doesn’t want to live her life in fear.
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Jade Cooper, 25,
Chipping Norton
Everything started when I was 4, and suffered a brain haemorrhage.
It was caused by a cavernous angioma – an abnormally large blood vessel in the brain.
Thankfully, I was OK, but it’d left scarring on my brain.
I began having seizures. And, after many tests, aged 11 I was diagnosed with epilepsy.
Over the years, I tried various anti-epilepsy drugs, but my seizures were hard to control.
I had regular absence seizures, which made my mind go blank for a few minutes.
This story is from the June 08 2017 edition of Pick Me Up !.
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