It's mad but I get off on bad boys..

WHY do I fall for bad boys? Why am I drawn to the wildest fella in any room?

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From liars and fraudsters to flirts and cheats, if a guy looks like a wrong 'un, then I'm in his arms like a shot. Thugs are like a drug to me.

In the six years since my divorce, my sister's attempted to introduce me to a whole raft of decent, respectable men and I've rejected every single one in favour of rats.

I'm currently having sleazy sex with one of the bosses at my work. He’s smarmy and I loathe him, but I’m hopelessly addicted to the edgy sex he offers.

He sets me challenges and tasks in return for sexual pleasure.

He'll send me a text ordering me to take a picture of myself licking a colleague's shoe.

I have to orchestrate the whole shot without the colleague becoming suspicious - and in return I'm given half an hour of pleasure in the executive toilet.