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THE ex-husband of late singer Amy Winehouse says he has shouldered the burden of her death for more than a decade but now wants to "stop carrying that cross alone".
Blake Fielder-Civil, who was married to Winehouse from 2007 to 2009, was in prison when the singer died aged 27 from alcohol poisoning in 2011.
Both battled substance abuse.
Fielder-Civil, 41, confirmed Winehouse had not tried heroin until she saw him taking it but added: "I wasn't an addict before Amy was.
"I had done drugs, there's a difference between somebody that takes drugs socially.
"This isn't me trying to demean my role.
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